Last night I was worried about Allison because she didn’t respond to my calls/texts for over 5ish hours which is out of the ordinary for us so I made her add her mothers number to my phone.
Starting next week, I am working within three departments and a higher pay.
Bring on the stress and fuck load of patience.
The fact that they can make me feel the way I do, especially after all this time is mind boggling.
Can’t wait to see them.
And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.
holy crap this is fucking perfect/beautiful.
And i do.